LJS
Turner Gill fought a losing battle in early 2004.
When Bill Callahan and his coaching staff arrived at Nebraska, Gill, the only holdover from Frank Solich’s staff, asked Tom Osborne to address the new staff about aspects that helped make Husker football successful and unique.
“The staff listened politely, but I didn’t think much of anything I talked about gained much traction,” Osborne wrote in his book, “Beyond the Final Score.”
“I had the impression that previous NFL and college experience trumped anything I had to offer,” continued Osborne, a congressman at the time.
The Callahan years (2004-07) were an awkward period in program history, a period during which Nebraska football lost a sense of self. Uniqueness disintegrated. It often was difficult to watch. From the beginning, it hit many Husker fans like an anvil to the forehead, the pain escalating significantly after the 2004 season, when Gill abruptly left the program.
Perhaps you remember the photo in the Dec. 4, 2004, editions of our newspaper, one of the most poignant photos I’ve seen: Gill standing at a podium during his farewell press conference, staring downward, searching for strength, and wiping away tears.
On that unforgettable day, during that unforgettable period, Gill became the last of Osborne’s assistants to exit the program.
When Gill returns Saturday to Memorial Stadium, as first-year head coach of Kansas, many of us will experience a deluge of memories. Memories of Gill’s fluid athleticism as an extraordinarily gifted option quarterback. Of his graceful, peaceful and poised manner off the field. Of his steady, patient and upbeat manner as an assistant coach.
He coached wide receivers in his only season under Callahan. I cringe every time I recall Callahan, during a preseason practice, barking, “Day 19, Turner, and you still can’t get them lined up right!”
You can’t ignore awkward and painful history, lest you repeat it.
But better to focus on the good. That’s obviously easy in Gill’s case. I go back to Gill’s farewell presser in 2004, when he succumbed to emotion as he arrived at the part of a prepared speech that addressed the players he coached.
“Leaving the players ...”
Gill started the sentence, paused and turned from the podium. His eyes welled with tears. He twice cleared his throat. Nearly a minute passed before he returned to the podium.
“Leaving the players is definitely the hardest part,” Gill said then. “I would like for them and the rest of the team to know that I love them, and that I’ll always believe in them.”
Which brings us full circle to this season, in so many ways a dreadfully awful one for Kansas (3-6, 1-4 Big 12). Yet over and over, Gill tells his players he believes in them. He’ll always believe in his players. That’s Turner. It’s in his DNA. It’s as genuine as his speech in 2004.
Gill’s strong personal faith keeps pushing him forward, even when many in the Kansas fan base question whether he’s sufficient for the task. You just know the naysayers were squawking Saturday as lowly Colorado built a 35-10 halftime lead in Lawrence, Kan.
Game, set, match, right?
Right?
Kansas’ locker room was upbeat, and Gill actually uttered, “Get ready for the biggest comeback ever,” according to The Kansas City Star.
“He said that,” linebacker Steven Johnson told the Star. “I lie to you not.”
Sometimes faith is rewarded, Kansas’ remarkable 52-45 triumph supplying proof and providing KU a timely jolt of positive energy entering Saturday night’s game against ninth-ranked Nebraska.
So, ready or not, Husker fans, the time has come. Gill returns to our backyard, his old backyard, but wearing blue and believing in blue. Imagine the range of emotions thousands of Big Red fans will feel when Gill leads the Jayhawks into the stadium where he once dazzled, a 48-year-old head coach still looking fit enough to fake a pitch and bolt upfield.
“Competition is competition,” Osborne told me last winter as we discussed Gill’s return. “You just go out there and play. Maybe it’ll feel a little strange for Turner. But I’m sure he’ll handle it well.”
With class and grace, for sure.