The sun came up this morning. Took a nice walk with the dog. Decided to look for bright spots from yesterday that can be nurtured into hope.
That didn't go so well.
I see people who want to give props to an improved defense. But I saw a team that came out of the locker room rested, recharged and just a touchdown behind immediately give up an 8 minute touchdown drive to the second-string quarterback of Illinois. Then give up another, so our already challenged offense had to play from 21 points behind. Those awesome QB sacks in the first quarter are way in the rearview mirror. That's because other teams adjust and do things better.
The two big errors and 9 point giveaways from senior captains Adrian Martinez and Cam Taylor-Britt were bad at face value, but they also lose massively on style points: Martinez wasn't fighting for yards, he looked stumbling and helpless. It wasn't just Cam's blatant strategic error fielding the ball, it was that panicky attempt to throw the ball ahead -- something a 10 year old might do.
This is a team that gets punched in the mouth and doesn't punch back. They wander around in a daze.
Although there was plenty of time on the clock and an Illinois team perfectly capable of collapsing, I never for a moment expected Nebraska to win.
And just to show me I wasn't being overly cynical, Connor Culp misses his second PAT of the game.
The most fervent optimists on HuskerBoard are claiming that had 12 plays gone a little differently, Nebraska could have won.
These televised games are absolute poison for recruiting.
The only bright spot? Nobody in the rest of college football really cares about Nebraska vs. Illinois.
Jesus.