I enjoyed reading your take on religion, strigori. For awhile, it's very similar to how my mind processed the idea of faith.
To be brutally honest, religion at it's very core is a means of subjugation. You can approach this from a few angles: 1) accept the control and follow it 2) deny the control and ignore it or 3) find some type of middle ground or acceptance with it. The Bible and the teachings of Jesus Christ are, at their foundation, designed to make us live our lives in a way that is acceptable for entry intro Heaven and the after-life. Or, more honestly, is designed to make us live a way the people in charge would like us to live.
This, too, is where I draw issue with religion. The Bible is a human creation and has thus been manipulated by our influences, but, I don't think any reasonable person considers the Bible to be the complete work of a God. It's impossible. There's proof that whole segments have been left out of the Bible and edited to fit the whims of the higher-ups hundreds of years ago.
But, in my opinion, there is value in the Bible's themes. Not killing, not cheating on your significant other, treating your neighbors with kindness, etc. Yeah, it may come from a religious document, but that doesn't have to mean it's invaluable. Of course, I'm not saying you think this. By this point, I'm just talking to the masses.
I guess the point I'm making is what I mentioned above - I don't believe what the Bible says about God, Jesus, or any of it is 100% factual, but the writings are lessons. Stories to prove a point. And, if anything, they're stories that showcase the ability of humans to create great atrocities and also beautiful actions. My belief in God is that there is something out there that started our lives. We didn't just pop out of thin air. Is it a God, or some cosmic influence? No one can answer with 100% certainty. But, for reasons I mentioned above, I believe there is some power out there that began the universe and led to the human race. I refer to that power as a God, even though he may not be a robed figure with a beard like we sometimes believe him to be.