totally empathize with you, but still wear your red and be proud......... most programs.......would be proud to just have half the tradition NU has. KEEPyour head up and wear your red.......hell I work with a guy who is a die hard cyclone and I respect him EVERY day he has his cyclone hat/shirt on.......if he can suck it up for a lame ass school like Iowa State..........you can hang in there for a stellar, ass kicking, future power house like Nebraska.