If you are hurting, or thinking of taking your own life... Ask for help. My heart hurts for the man who was very close to my family who just ended his life. My heart hurts for him, his wife and their young daughter. Depression is a disease. Ask for help.
So sorry MN...I don't consider myself suicidal, but yesterday, I kept wishing I had some sort of terminal disease or that I could go back in time and talk my Dad into getting snipped...These things pass
That's pretty dark, 37. Certainly none of us here wish that. I've been around a little bit of this myself, although it's never been someone I knew very well. The struggle seems quite universal and so often it hits people who have everything going for them.